Friday, October 26, 2007

My First Furrie!

I have heard about them, and I have seen them around in SL, but I hadn't really had anything to do with them. I'm talking about furries. Furries are avatars which are animals with human characteristics, or humans with animal characteristics - I don't really know which, and frankly it doesn't really matter.

Here's the sitch: My Master was offline, and when He is offline, I am allowed to roam and play as I wish. I was over at the CumDumpster kneeling in the bukkake circle, waiting for men to show up and shower me with their cum. I love the bukkake scenes. Groups of men standing around jacking off while I sit in the middle with my mouth open and waiting for their load to be spewed in my mouth, over my face and tits. It is so hot and sexy. Being objectified like that really turns me on.

So anyway, there I am and this fairly new girl pops in, and talks about wanting to be degraded. Well, you know me, if there is degradation and humiliation involved, I've probably been there! I took her to Hard Alley School for Girls Gone Bad. I showed her the discipline room, and then the dungeon area, where the real torture takes place. She was enthralled by it all. In the dungeon she climbed on the rack, where a Domme started mercilessly whipping her naked ass. As if this wasn't exciting enough, some guy came in and, without warning, just climbed up on top of her and started fucking her ass like there was no tomorrow! But that wasn't enough for her. She wanted more. So I took her to Crimson Isle (formerly Fantasy Forest) where I led her to the barn. I thought she was going to faint when she started licking and stroking the horse they have there. It was so exciting, watching her face getting covered with the lubrication that was dripping from the horse's enormous cock.


That's when we met 'him'. And by him I mean a furrie who looked somewhat like a wolf. He asked if we were interested, and I definitely was! She got the first turn with him. She took is large red cock into her mouth, clear down to the big ball at the base and started sucking on it like a pro. After she primed him real well, I took over. His cock was hotter in my mouth that regular human cocks. It was big too! The taste was a little harsher, but not entirely unpleasant. When he came, the cum was not quite as thick as human cum, but there were gallons of it! I couldn't swallow it all and ended up spilling some from my mouth.

I rolled over and he didn't take any time in jumping on my fucking the living shit out of me! He plowed into my pussy like there was no tomorrow. His thrusts were deep and forceful and you could tell he meant each and every one. I screamed in pain as he forced the large ball at the base of his cock into my pussy. It was huge, and stretched me quite a bit. The pain was nearly unbearable, but at the same time, was so exciting. I came almost immediately after that. Coating his cock with my own juices. Then I felt him tense up and start to quiver and he shot his hot load of jism deep into my pussy. It was an experience like no other. The large ball at the base of his large red cock had effectively sealed my pussy when he shoved it in. There was no way any cum was going to leak out of that. It filled me fuller than I have ever felt before. I came yet again while he was emptying himself into me.

Eventually we both relaxed enough to allow him to pull out of me. I spewed our mixed juices like I was peeing there was so much pressure built up in me. I guess furries don't need the kind of time that human men do between fucks because as soon as he was out of me, he jumped over to our new friend, and drove his cock into her ass. She screamed because she had only been fucked in the ass once before, but she didn't try to get him out of her either. I could tell she was really into it. I crawled under her and started lapping at her pussy while he was pounding her almost virgin ass. As I licked her clit, I also ran my tongue around the furries balls. I think seeing me eat her out while he pounded her ass really turned him on because it didn't take long before he was filling her ass with is cum. Lucky for her he didn't shove the big ball inside it. I think if he had she might have exploded. After he pulled out, I licked up some of the cum that was dripping from her ass.

He rolled on his back and complained that his cock was all dirty and sticky. I took the hint and kneeled over him and took his large red cock into my mouth again. It was so erotic. I was sucking and licking his cum, and my cum and our friends ass from his cock. I'm not sure I could think of something more degrading that cleaning someone else's ass from a half-wolf/half-man's cock. He cam in my mouth again,and I was able to swallow all of it this time because there wasn't as much as the first time.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

My Master?

I was bored and popped into Bondage Sex Dungeon (between the time I experience this, and now, the location has closed down :( ) to see what was going on. The place is usually pretty busy, but I have to admit, mostly with n00bs. But they have a thing there called "The Real Slut: A Living Breathing Sex Doll." It works like this, you get into it, and it shrink wraps you and puts you on display. Others can come by and kind of 'try' the merchandise. They can stick their fist in you, fondle your tits, or have your pussy probed. The device gives you a "brain implant" and when someone buys you, they have the controller, and can control what you do.

I had seen them around, but never actually used it, and I thought since I was mostly bored, I'd give it a try, so I got into one and put myself on display and for sale. I didn't know it at the time, but when someone buys you, you get L$100. I don't know how much it costs to buy someone though, maybe I'll try it sometime and if I do, I'll let you all know.

Anyway, this guy came up and was playing with the display. Oh, and this guy was a sight! He was tall, and broad and dark. He was wearing a suit, and leather arm bands! Oh, he looked so hot!

He reached up and groped my soft breasts. I moaned softly, feeling my nipples grow hard. He roughly squeezed my tits and seemed almost disappointed.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Nice Girl

Every now and again I run into this girl. She is a sub, but switches for me. It makes me feel good that she would want to do this for me. I haven't seen her in ages though. Sometimes I wonder what happened to the people I have had interactions with, and whom I enjoy such interactions. Then they just are not there any longer. Part of it could be me. I have to admit that I haven't been in-world. Anyway, here is a picture of me as she bound and gagged me good and tight. And then just left. Now, anytime I wear those cuffs, I am bound in that position. I love it!


Thursday, September 13, 2007

Caught Red-Handed

I was wondering around the Hard Alley School for Girls Gone Bad, wearing my new cheerleader outfit, when one of the Abusive Guards caught me.

"Hey!", he demanded "do you have a pass miss?"

"Well, like, yeah, of course" I said, hoping I could just slide by this one time.

"Why don't I believe you? Where are you coming from?" He was very stern, and I think he was already pissed off, so there really wasn't going to be much of a way out that I could see.

"" I replied.

"Uh huh..and where are you going?"

"Like - duh - to class?"

Me and the Guard

"Well then, get in there and settle in." He said, then added "I don't want to see you wandering around without a hall pass again...or there will be discipline."

"Ok, um..sure...thanks." I was somewhat bewildered and relieved. I thought for sure he had a fight with his old lady or something, and I was going to get the beating for it, but he let me slide. 'He he' I thought to myself, 'I fooled that asshole!' I sauntered into the sex ed classroom really working the hips. They were popping from side to side with each step, I could feel his eyes following me, wanting me. But I didn't care, I wasn't being punished for being in the hall without a pass! I was on top of the world baby!

Then he followed me in, and some of my relief went up in smoke as the room seemed to get this really heavy vibe all around it. "Do you know what class this is?" he asked. Shit,any fool new that. It had "sex ed 101" written right there on the blackboard. I mean, I knew the guards weren't all that smart, but are you fucking shitting me? He can't read the board?

"Yeah, like, sex ed" I replied as if I was talking to a moron (which I was - but don't tell him I said that).

"Then why are you wearing underwear?" He inquired. Damn, this guy didn't want to punish me, he wanted to FUCK me. I'm down for that, anytime, anyplace!

"Uh...sorry...I forgot" I replied, looking and sounding real sheepish like. Bowing my head down, and looking up at him with those big puppy dog eyes that I do so well.

"Do you plan on passing or what?" He asked. "I sure hope so," I said sarcastically "Like, how hard can sex ed be, ya know?"

"Hmmm well, actually, it depends on your teacher my dear."

"This is my first day, are you like, the teacher or something?" I asked, trying to be all little girly inquisitive.

"Stand up, lose the pom poms, lose the underwear and let me see you without your top." he demanded. So I tossed my pom-poms in the corner, and bent over, showing him my cleavage as I removed my panties. But he was getting impatient "NOW" he screamed. It made me jump a little and I hurried the panties off, tossed them in the corner with the pom-poms and practially ripped my shirt over my head, just throwing it anywhere.

There I stood in front of him. Naked from the waste up, the cold air conditioning making my nipples hard and erect. "Turn around, let me see how you look from behind." I pivoted, looking at him over my shoulder. "Good, now bend over." I did, exposing my pussy and ass as my short cheerleader skirt rose above everything as I bent over. "Now, turn around, and tell me what you do with this?" I turned and gasped, he had his cock out, and it was huge, and not even fully hard. I could feel my pussy becoming wet and warm just looking at it.

I sauntered over to him, and softly wrapped my hand around his shaft, stroking it along its full length. I could hear him take a deep breath as my cool, soft hand touched his member and begin to stroke it. I pressed my breasts against his large, muscular chest and breathed my hot breath on his neck. "Mmmm, you really want a good grade don't you miss?" He asked.

I opened my mouth, and licked the palm of my hand, getting it good and wet with my saliva, then returned it to his cock. Its always easier, and I think more pleasurable for them, to stroke the shaft with a good, wet hand. I could feel his cock hardening in my grasp, getting longer and hotter and thicker and stiffer. The feel of that just got my juices flowing even more. Imagining that monster inside my tight little pussy, forcing its way in, humping and pumping in and out of me. God I was hot and horny and wanted sex BAD!

"Oh yes sir, I have to pass this class. It is the only one I'm not failing so far." I sad innocently.

"I see that" he said, barely able to keep his compusure. I had this guy in the palm of my hand (literally!). "Now, stand against the desk."

I moved to the desk and leaned over it on my elbows, sticking my ass in the air, spreading my legs and perfectly exposing my pussy for him. I'm certain he could see how wet it was. "Like this?" I asked.

"Mmmm yes, that loks very nice" he said.

"Is this the right way?" I inquired.

"Mmmm that is the right way"

I moaned as he started rubbing his fingers between my lips, getting them all wet with my juices. Then he spread them with his fingers, and inserted the head, the just went on and pushed it all the way in.

"God that pussy feels nice" he exclaimed. I could feel the heat of his cock as it prodded deeper into my body. Filling me up, pumping my. I squeezed my pussy muscles as best I could (with them being so stretched and all from his massive size) milking his cock for all it was worth.

"You like having me fill you up don't you?" He asked,"you're a good little slut."

"Mmmm yes, it feels sooooo good." I purred.

"I want to fel that little mouth wrapped around my hard cock," he said breathlessly, "you'll never pass without an oral exam." He slid his cock out of my pussy, I could see the precum dripping from it and my own juices glistening on the shaft.

I kneeled and began by caressing his balls, softly and gently. I started to stroke his staff again. Slowly I moved my hand along the length of his cock, from his balls to his head, and wrapped my palm around his head and gave a little twist there at the top. That made him sudder a little.

I opened my lips and, looking up at him, so that he was watching me, stuck my tongue out and slid it id on the underside of his head while my lips slowly ecompassed his bulbous tip. I suckled on the head for a little while, rolling my tongue around it. He was moaning and groaning with pleasure.

I opened my mouth as wide as I could get it, and swallowed his cock like a hungry bird taking a worm from her mother. I gagged as it reached the back of my throat, but with constant swallowing I was able to get the whole thing into my mouth. I could smell his sex, I could feel his balls as they carresed my chin.

"Ohhh yeah, that's good, be aggressive, I want your spit dripping off my balls." He said with delight. "Suck it hard...fuck it with your wet hot mouth."

I bobbed my head up and down faster and faster, sucking hard on his cock with all my strenght each time I engulfed it."Yessss" he hissed. He grabbed the back of my head and started to force my face faster and harder on his cock. He was fucking my mouth as if it were a pussy. My own pussy was dripping even more, I was ready to cum and it didn't matter if he was going to fuck it again or not."Mmmm goood...earn that grade!" he said as he fucked my face.

I pulled my face from his cock, I needed to breath, a line of precum and spit dangled in a loop from my lips to the head of his cock. I took a couple of deep breaths while I stroked him. The I spit a glob of saliva on his cock, and immediately devoured it again, swallowing the whole thing, causing his balls to bounce off my chin. I reached between my legs and inserted a finger into my pussy. I started finger fucking my pussy, while the guard grabbed my hair and forcibly fucked my face like a cunt.

He moaned and shuddred, and grabbed my head and forced it all the way down on his cock, and held it there. His cock filled my mouth and throat completely, I couldn't breath at all. I was trying to breath, but he had my face air tight with that massive man meat.

"Mmmmhhh mmmhhh" was the only sounds I could make. He pulled my hair roughly and basically ripped my lips from his cock. He threw me on my the ground, rolled me onto my arms and knees, grabbed my hips and slammed his massive, hard, hot, thick long cock into my wet and willing pussy. I let out a loud, pleasureable groan as I felt him all the way in, his balls hitting my clit as he pounded into me.

He held my hips as he filled my tight little pussy up with his throbbing hard cock, I could tell he was ready to explode, he was fucking me so deep and so violently. I came, and it seemed like the orgasm lasted for hours, it just kept cumming and cumming as he slammed into me again and again and again.

I ground my hips into him, taking as much of him inside me as he had to put there. He reached under and grabbed my tits. Using them know for balance instead of my hips. He grabbed them hard and squeezed them roughly. "Aaaarrrhhh" he moaned out loud, "I'm ready to cum all over that pretty little face, are you ready to yeard your grade my little slut?"

"Oh yes yes yes yes!" He pulled out of me and I swung around to my knees again, I looked up at him, sweat was glistening from his forehead. I grabbed his cock with my had and started to jack him off fast and hard. His cock was slick and shiny with my cum. It make squishy noises as my hand jerked up and down his shaft.

I opened my mouth, waiting for his load, looking into his eyes, seeking approval of my actions. He approved. "Cum on daddy, give it to me, yeah, that's it" I egged him on. "Give me your cum daddy, I want it so bad." I went on as I jerked his cock, his balls flapping in rhythym with my hand movements. I stuck out my tongue, and a smile came to my lips as I noticed that his cock did a little jerk all on it's own.

"FFFUUUUUCCCCKKKKK" he moaned as his cock started to throb, and his hot stickly liquid started ejecting from the tip. The first wad landed just beside my nose, and he sprayed my face and neck and mouth with what seemed like gallons of his hot jism. I could feel the cum rolling down my face, off my chin and dripping onto my tits. I came a second time, much smaller, but still satisfying, as his cum dripped from my face.

I planted my mouth back on his cock, squeezing and stroking it to get every last drop from his shaft. "Keep sucking slut. Clean that cock off. Take it deep. AAHHHH yes."

Pulling my mouth off his cock, I looked up at him, his cum covering my face and tits. "Did I pass?" I asked.

"You passed the first test," he replied. "We will have to have the final later."

"You mean there's like, more?" I asked, exasperated.

"Oh yeah, a LOT more."

"What-ever" I sighed with near disgust. I mean, seriously, I just let this guy fuck me, gave him a stupendous blow job, and jerked him off until he came all over my face and tits. And now I don't even pass? What a fucking asshole!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

My Baby's Father

He came back, finally, after what seems like forever being gone. The monster who brutally raped and impregnated me. He started of snide and arrogant and hurtful as usual.

"Well hello, darling mother of my child" he said.

"Hello Sir" I replied.

"Looks like my little bitch breeder is more respectful today."

What could I do? I knew my fate and I had to accept it. Unless I wanted my baby to die, or both of us to die. "Yes Sir, I have accepted my fate, but that doesn't mean I have to like it," I said.

He shrugged mockingly "Well, I guess its in your best interest to submit. I mean, how are you going to get your daughter to lick your cunt if I beat it out of you?"
Me - 6 months pregnant, with the monster who made me that way
Me- 6 months pregnant, with the monster that made me that way.

I lowered my head and cried. Trying not to let him know how much his words burned in me. Trying not to let him know how much I wanted to kill him. If only I had the chance, I would take it without any second thoughts. He punched me in the side, sending a dull rumbling pain throughout my body. "Am I right bitch?" he screamed at me.

"Yes Sir." I wailed in pain and frustration.

"What am I right about you fucking dumb bitch breeder?" he snarled.

Barely bringing myself to say it, I didn't want to say it, but I was scared. Seriously scared. I didn't want to die, and I didn't want any harm to come to my baby. "That I cannot have my daughter lick my pussy if you beat her out of me." I sobbed. I was crying uncontrollably now. I know he enjoyed it. He was loving seeing me like this. It was getting him hot and hard and horny.

He laughed. A gay, joyous and victorious laugh. "I always know how to say the most hurtful things, don't I," he said, still laughing at me.

"Yes" was all I could manage to eek out as a reply. I screamed out in pain again as he let loose with his boot. He kicked my side, hard, sending more shocks of pain throughout my body. Almost immediately the spot he kicked me started swelling and becoming discolored.

"Yes what" he demanded. I could hear the anger rising in his voice, I could see his neck muscles tensing. This was getting very close to being a near death experience.

"Yes Sir" I managed between sobs as I held the spot where he kicked me, and rolled over on my other side. There I was, on my side, a welt forming where he kicked me, naked and six months pregnant with his bastard child.

He snorted and said "Maybe I should marry your little whore ass. So we could be a nice little family. Whore mom, training her whore daughter for daddy." Things were tense, very tense, I knew if I didn't say the right thing, it could all be over for me and my unborn child. I had always been scared of him. I had always known he was capable of murder, but I hand't been this frightened of him...truly frightened of him before.

"If that is your wish, Sir" I managed to whimper.

"At what age do you think we should start her anal training?" His tone was softer now, as if the anger had subsided. It caused me to relax a little bit.

Crying I said "Puh...please don't make me do that..Sir." Hoping my free use of the word 'Sir' would placate him and he would get off the subject of ass raping my child. It didn't. He spread his hands, brandishing his damned knife, threateningly over my belly. Instinctively I covered my belly, "NO! NO PLEASE DON'T!" I screamed. Then, tentatively "15" I said.

"15?" He snickered.

"To young?" I said defiantly then added "17?" I don't know what came over me. Sometimes I do things in my own worst interest. As soon as those words escaped my lips, I knew, I just knew it was the end. I could see his face getting red as he took in what I had said. Then he laughed again. That evil, maniacal, hateful laugh of his.

"If she has half the sex drive as you, before 10 I would say. But you could start getting her used to it earlier. Breast feeding her as I rape you." The pictures that went through my mind were horrible. I could see my baby suckling at my tit as he forced is cock in and out of my pussy, my ass, my mouth. Me, just having to endure it because I knew that if I refused, or put up a fight, he would kill my baby without even blinking.

He slid his boot between my legs and started fondling my pussy with the toe of his boot. It felt good. I tried not to enjoy it, I tried to ignore it. I tried to tell myself that nothing this monster does should ever cause me sexual arousal, but I couldn't help it. I was getting hot, and wet, and I wanted something in my pussy. I guess he is correct, I am just a dumb bitch breeder. I moved my hips so that his boot was at the entrance to my cunt, just parting the lips.

"Grind on it bitch!" He ordered, "Tell me what you want me to do to your little Amy." He wants the baby to be named Amy, I never asked why, I am too afraid to ask why.

"I...I want you to leave her alone!" I shrieked. Again, that damned defiance in my that is sure enough, one of these days, going to get me killed! He kicked me hard, right above my pussy, I felt his boot glance off my bone. The pain was immeasurable. "Please don't make me say it...PLEASE!" I begged him.

"The next kick stops you from being a mother, loving wife" he sneered as he moved is boot back down and placed it between my lips again. I couldn't help it. I pushed my pussy down on the toe of his boot. I could feel the leather scraping my labia, forcing my cunt open, getting wet with my pussy juices.

"I...I want you to have her suck your cock" I said hesitantly. "And...and for you to take her ass."

"Keep going you dumb fucking bitch, I want you to cum as you say these disgusting things." I ground my cunt farther onto his boot, fitting almost the entire toe into my pussy.

"To cum in her ass, and have me eat your cum from my daughter's ass." I said, trying not to be aroused by his boot fucking my pussy, but not being able to control it. "You have me lap it out of her ass as she forces it out." I spread my legs and pushed my hips down his boot some more.

He hauled of and hit my face, my head was thrown to the side with such force I almost came off his boot entirely. "Be more grpahic you disgusting breeder. I know you love saying it." I could feel the heat rising where he had hit me. I knew it was going to be yet another mark from todays encounter.

"I want you to put your large cock in her ass while I muffle her screams by making her eat my pussy. I will wiper her tears as you brutalize her tiny ass with your cock and whisper to her that it will all be okay. I will feel her bury deeper into my cunt as you pump her as, in and out, stretching it, ripping it, ruining her."

"Cum you whore, spray all over the place" he demanded. I moved my hips up and down, faster and harder on his boot. I could not believe that I was on the verge of an orgasm, while this monster made me describe in detail how he would rape my daughter, while I fucked his foot with my cunt.

"I will cum while she east my cunt as you fuck her ass. She will lap the juices I create like a kitten lapping up spilled milk" I added. I moved up and down faster, getting oh so close to an orgasm as I rode his boot. That thick black boot, disappearing inside my cunt, only to be revealed again, shiny with my pussy juices. I rode it like it was a giant black cock.

"Cum you bitch!" he screamed at me "cum everywhere for your husband!"

"Y...y...yes Sir...almost...almost...uhhhh" My eyes opened, my back arched, it seemed like every muscle in my body tensed as

I came. I came in waves and gushes. Soiling his boot with my cum. I screamed out in ecstasy as the orgasm continued. It seemed like it would not end. It seemed to last 10, 18, 23 minutes. I know it didn't, but I lost all track of time. As I sat on his boot while the orgasm was winding down her sneered at me and said "You're sick, I don't want to fuck a child, you certainly have some interesting fantasies." It was like he hit me and knocked all the wind out of me. I felt like Bruce Willis looked in that "I see dead people movie" when he figured out he was dead. I rolled off his boot and collapsed into a fetal position, crying and wailing at what he made me do, what he made me say, all because of some sick twisted game. He kicked my ass hard and said "see you soon bitch" and then left.

He left me again, as before, naked, crying, exhausted and in a great deal of pain. My face hurt where he hit me, my cunt hurt from his boot fucking, my side hurt where he had kicked me. And worst of all, my spirit hurt from his stupid little game. Making me say those awful things, and making me cum while I said them.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Once upon a time...Now with SLURL!!!!

It's been way long since I wrote anything here. And even longer since I have actually been in SL for more than just a couple of minutes. Seems every time I log on, something comes up to make me log off and take care of it. Case in point... I've been writing this little thing for almost an hour. Too much, too fast and just not enough me to go around (and I don't mean that in a good way either *wink*).

But, just to keep things going a little bit, here is an old picture I ran across today. It was one of the first blow jobs I ever gave in Second Life. It was in the gym at Hard Alley Detention School for Girls Gone Bad (I know, what a hell of a long title).

Fuck, I don't have the SLURL for it right now, but I'll try my damnedest to get it and edit this (and put it on my SLURLS list). <-- DONE!!!!

One of my frst blow jobs in SL

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Fist of fury

Sometimes, things are just way slow. You pop in to SL and have two or three hours to kill, and you teleport around, looking for fun and adventure, and all you get are n00bs with no RP skills who run around getting offended when you don't answer they IMs (have I said how much I hate that fucking IM thing for first contacts?)

Last night was one of those nights. I ran around looking for whomever and found nothing. I haven't yet started to call out for people on the group channels. I have seen others do that and, I suppose, with some success. But I haven't gone there yet. I will probably start doing that, especially with the RP groups as I believe they will have much better role players in them than the general n00b running around.

You know, I suppose I should explain myself. I don't mean the term n00b as any kind of slur, or with bad intentions. Hell every single person in SL was a n00b at some point. Hell, I have fucked n00bs who were great RP, but with shitty avs, and I have fucked people who have been in SL for years with excellent avs and shitty-ass RP. So when I say n00b, I only mean a new person, OK? Don't go getting all 'oh, she hates n00bs' on me! So, figuring I didn't have anything to do anyway, and I was a bit bored, I headed over to my favorite "make a quick buck" place...Sakura's. I made another L$100 in a little over an hour, got used by three different people. One in the mouth, one in the pussy, and the third guy fisted me nearly to death! Check out the snapshot I took of John Doe #3 as he fisted my pussy while I was still covered in cum from the other two blokes!

Me - getting fisted at Sakura’s

I just love being a sex object in SL. There isn't much I have found that gets me going more than being objectified! Thanks for stopping by, and feel free to leave a comment or two!


Friday, August 10, 2007

Doing Charity

Last night I was still having problems with my av. It took forever before I could even change clothes. So with no real prospect of getting a real good fucking (since I looked just this side of hideous) I started teleporting around. I went to The Darkness because the last time I was there I didn't really get a chance to look around very much - and I was much more hideous than I was even last night.

So anyway, while there some n00b starts IMing me. Did I mention how much I hate the whole IM thing? I'd much rather do everything in open chat. More exciting for me when others can hear what we are doing.

Anyway, I felt charitable (did I mention how hideous I looked?) so I let him fuck me. Pretty typical for a n00b. Just jump on the pose ball and pound away. It wasn't that great. Oh - don't get me wrong, I was fabulous (natch!) and he said he came in RL. I don't know, but why would he lie about that. I think he really did, because shortly after he said that, he took off. Just like a man.

So anyway, I promised more pictures, and here is a picture of me getting my ass reamed by the n00b (hey, at least he had a cock!)

*kisses everyone*

My Visit to Sakura's

6 Aug 2007
Over the weekend I was teleporting around, seeing the sites (so to speak). I did a search for "bukkake" and landed at a place called Sakura's. This is a fairly small area, not a large sim, and is designed primarily it seems for n00b sex. However, there are camp areas...sort of. Here is the way it goes, there are tip jars near certain devices and pose balls. The girl sits on the pose ball or device, and it logs her into the tip jar. Then, while you are there, anyone can come along and use you, and if they so choose can give you a tip.

When I got there, girls were sitting already on most of the camping spots, but the bukkake area was free. I took my top off and sat, waiting for men to come and spray me with their cum. I have flexi-cum and White Honey cum clothes, so I was all set for some good bukkake action. I hadn't done bukkake before, but was eager to see what it was like.

For those not in the know, bukkake is a Japanese term of somewhat ambiguous origin. The basic premise is that a woman sit or kneels in front of multiple men as they masturbate and shoot their load onto her face, into her mouth and on her body.

Only one guy came over to spray me. It was terribly exciting. He tipped me L$40. He masturbated and came all over me. Then tied me into a contraption that made me available to everyone (but didn't have a tip jar) and fucked me good, hard and long. It was all very exciting and I was sexually aroused by the end in real life. He said he came in RL, which made it even more exciting. I love it when I can make a man cum in RL through my SL role-playing skills (which, and I don't like to brag, are pretty good).

Afterwards, another device was freed up when one of the girls left. I strapped myself in and was almost immediatly approached by a tall, sexy blond woman. In the device, I completely opened up. I was on my back, my head tilted back so someone could shove their cock in my mouth, my pussy was spread wide, giving access to anyone. The blond woman, began to finger my pussy. She pumped her finger in and out of me, getting me extremely wet. She increased the number of fingers slowly, stretching my pussy until all four fingers were in.

She continued to pump her four fingers in and out of my pussy. It was painful, the stretching and pulling, I felt like I was going to be ripped open. Then a shemale came over and shoved her large cock into my mouth, gagging me and fucking my face. I could see her balls as she pumped her cock into my mouth. She laughed and asked if I liked women with cocks. I mumbled an affirmative mumble, and tried to keep from vomiting as her cock slammed against my uvula. Meanwhile, the tall sexy blond was working her thumb into my pussy. She twisted and pushed and pulled until her whole hand was in my pussy. The pain was intense, the pressure of her hand expanding my pussy. She made her hand into a fist, which put even more pressure on me. She was in my up to her wrist, her hand in a fist, and she pumped, hard and without mercy.

The only thing that kept me from crying out was the large shemale cock in my mouth. Puming in and out as she held my head steady. Blondie leaned down and sucked on my clit, then bit it...hard. I let out a muffled shriek in pain. She was torturing me now. The shemale came in my mouth and I swallowed it hungrily. She laughed again and walked away. I don't know why she found it so funny to fuck my mouth as if it were a pussy, but she did.

All the time Blondie is tormenting me. Shoving her fist in and pulling it out. Twisting it and punching my insides. She would use her other hand to twist and pinch my clit and nipples, and her teeth to bite them. As she pumped my harder and harder, she would bite with more ferocity. I could hear the sucking and squishing sounds of my juice as she twisted and pulled and pushed her fist in my pussy. I could feel my juices seeping out of my pussy, and dripping down my ass crack. My eyes rolled into my head as a humongous wave of orgasm spread over me. I could hardly breath as my body was rocked with the orgasms. I convulsed and shook and trembled and shivered so much that my wrists and ankles were bruised from the restraints. The orgasm lasted what seemed like hours, but was more like five minutes or so. I swear, it is one of the longest and wettest orgasms I have ever had.

I heard the sucking sound as she started to pull her cum covered hand from my snatch, then a slight 'POP' as she pulled it out. She licked her fingers to taste my cum. Then rubbed my cum into my tits and over my belly and into my mouth. Tasting myself was so arousing I can almost not even explain it. She gave me a deep, long kiss and told me "I will have you again slut", tipped my L$50 and left.

The people around were getting scarce about the only ones left right now in Sakura's were the other girls on their tipping pose balls, and myself, so I left. I was watching around, and noticed that the other girls weren't getting any attention. I was there about 30 minutes, and earned L$90. I can't complain too bad about that. Before I left, I took a quick look at their tip jars, and only one other had a tip, and it was only L$10. I don't know exactly why the people chose me instead of the others, but I have to assume it has to do with role playing, and narration instead of just sitting there getting fucked without saying anything, like a 'dead lay' as my brother would call them.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Down again

I was hoping this morning to teleport around and get some screen scrapes to post here, but once again, the damn thing is down. Oh, don't bother looking at their status page. The status pages says everything is just hunky-dorey and the game and the website are up. Bullshit.

Their blog mentions that there are some connectivity issues. No shit Sherlock. Issues like, oh, I don't know "I CAN'T FUCKING CONNECT" that's an issue. Crap, I can't believe I actually pay for this shit. These people are almost as bad as Toshiba where product and service are concerned.

I try to log in and I get the message "can't connect, try logging into a different region". FUCK YOU Lindens, I bought a home, I want to go to my home. Shit, this pisses me off. And I have been told I'm quite the bitch when I"m not pissed off, so you can imagine how my co-workers are going to feel today.

Back in-world

Finally I got everything working again. I think it was my monitor it was bitching about because when I disconnected my monitor, and installed and ran it from the notebook monitor, it started up on the second try. Then I put the monitor back and fixed it all back up and voila! it worked.

Oh but I was scared at first because my inventory was completely empty! I had my prim skirt, my shoes with the 'fuck me' walk built into them, the nipples, gag and ass I was wearing, but nothing else. And my skin was 100% black. I don't mean black as in African-American either, I mean black as in a skin tight black body suit. Which, truth be told, was kind a sexy. I may have to make a skin like that.

Since I looked so hideous, I didn't do much. No, really, I look completely atrocious. I looked like that nun must have felt after she was raped by 50 maniacs and became pregnant with Freddy Krugar. Sheesh I was ugly. So anyway, I spent my time teleporting around trying to get some good SLURLs for you blessed readers. So check out my SLURLs page, because there are some new additions. They can be very extreme, so if you are timid at all, I'd not recommend going there.

I'm turning in. I still have some more stories to tell. I have some already written down, I just have to post them.

Ta-ta *kisses*

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Addictive SecondLife can really piss me off

Fucking addictive Second Life just pisses me off sometimes. I haven't been 'in-world' for more than a couple of months, but it has been enough to almost start to give me a tick or a twitch or something.

Thursday or Friday (I don't remember which - so just go with it ok?) I upgraded to the new voice-enabled viewer. But don't get your hopes up, I don't mix RL anything with SL anything (well, almost anything) so I won't be on voice.

Anyway, I ran all weekend just as peachy as can be - okay, except for a little while I think on Saturday night when the textures were all fucked up and people thought I was wearing clothes when I saw myself as completely stark naked. Okay, anyway, I didn't go in-world on Monday. But last night (Tuesday) I tried, and BAM nothing. I can't even get the fucking viewer to open. All it does is "loading textures" and then pretty much "you're fucked lady". And asks to send a crash report to The Powers That Be I tried so many different things to get online bbbuuuuuutttt nnnnooooo it just won't let me.

I uninstalled and reinstalled. I uninstalled and deleted the stuff in ../AppData/SecondLife/. I uninstalled and installed the previous version. No changes. I try to look at the log files, but I can't tell shit from them. My next move is to write a support request, but I don't hold any hope that that will work because at home I'm running Vista, and so far the asshats at Linden Labs can't get their fucking shit together enough to support Vista. As if it just suddenly appeared on the market, by surprise, like no one fucking knew it was going to be released.

Anyway, it looks like I'll have to be using my work laptop for to go in-world for the time being. I wonder if the Powers That Be at work will wonder why I'm taking my laptop home everyday? Oh well, probably just think I'm working extra hard (HA HA HA).

God I wish this game was not so fucking addictive. If it wasn't maybe my dirty clothes wouldn't be piled up, and the sink wouldn't be full of dishes and my floor wouldn't need sweeping. Ah fuck it, I'll play some more and clean tomorrow!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

My Little Dolcett Girl

***The scenario in this post took place directly after the incidents described in "Losing one's head". A quick recap, while I was being tortured and beheaded, a girl we will call Dahlia showed up to watch. She was wearing a tag which said "Dolcette Girl" or "Dolcett Fan" (I can't remember which it was right now)***

For those who do not know, Dolcett is an artist. When I first got into SL, I saw some things about Dolcett and wasn't fully comprehending of them. A quick Google search revealed this guy is 1) nuts, 2) a pretty good comic book artist and 3) his stuff, while sick, turns me on. Mostly his work is extremely misogynistic. His main body of work deals with killing, cooking and eating women. Making tit steaks and cunt steaks from their tender parts. I should add that most of the women that get killed and eaten in his work are willing participants. My favorite work of his is called "Club X". You'll have to research it. I think the bulk of his work can be found here (TODO: post any Dolcett links I can find).

Losing One's Head

I was teleporting around. I landed at a place where there were male dancers (again - dammit- I didn't create a Landmark. Fuck I need to create those more often. I will find it and edit this post with it - I can be sooooo blond sometimes). There weren't any dancing on stage. There were a couple , but they were lounging around on the couches, holding girls. I felt like the odd girl out. Then I get an IM from someone I had never met. And an offer to TP. The IM said he had an ax and a chopping block. This piqued my interest, so I accepted the TP.

Return Of The Monster

Tonight started off a bit boring. It is so hard sometimes, to find good role players. It really turns me off when I TP into someplace, and there's a naked guy with his free cock sporting the perpetual hard-on saying "You're hot, lets fuck." Shit, I don't think there is anything more repulsive.

So, I decided to practice a little public. I went to a place I have yet to landmark, but maybe that is because I know where it it. I sometimes dance at Club Cherry's, and this place is right next door. So I headed over there. They have a pretty wild setup. You TP to their dungeon and there are two ways out. The Master TP and the Slave TP. You must be tagged as a Master in their group to use the Master TP. Everyone else uses the Slave TP. The Slave TP puts you in a cage in the middle of the sim - which only a Master may open.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

My First Good Rape

Had a really awesome time tonight. I met a guy who as exceptional RP skills. He teleported me to a platform in the sky and beat and raped the living shit out of me...

He invited me to meet with him. He seemed normal enough, so I agreed. He took me to a very secluded location, a platform high up in the sky. Once we were there with tremendous speed and agility, and before I could register what was happening, he grabbed my arm, spun me around and had a rope around my wrist pulled tight and shortly wrapped around my other wrist. With my arms incapacitated, he yanked my hair back, pulling some out in the process, and spat in my face. I cursed him and tried to fight him off. Kicking and screaming and biting. But he was stronger, and I could not use my arms. He beat me around the face and split my lip knocking me down.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

In The Beginning...

This is pretty much a mirror of my Wordpress blog. I don't know why. I wanted to see which was better I guess. Wordpress gives you the option to have static pages, such as an entry page (which blogger doesn't allow). I like the entry page because this blog contains very graphic adult sexual and violent content and some pictures of the same type as well. The entry page allows me to warn visitors before I subject them to my demented sense of erotica and sexual gratification. The links I post here referring to the SLURLS and acronyms and possibly some others, will take you to the wordpress site. Or you can just visit the wordpress site here.

I use some acronyms here, and I might not remember to explain what they are. You can find my list of Second Life acronyms here.

Back around 12 June, 2007 my Second Life character was born. She came into that world with crappy clothes, very faint nipple, no pussy and some sort of play-do type of hair. I wasn't ugly, but I was very, very plain. In short, I looked (and acted) just like a n00b.

When you first go into Second Life, you have to go trough some tutorials. I would highly recommend not skipping these. Using everything in there is easy enough to figure out for the veteran gamer, but it is much better to do the tutorials, and then not have to ask questions and let everyone know you are a complete n00b.

The whole reason I wanted to go into Second Life was for the sex. I had read about sex in Second Life, about rape and torture and what is called "age play." Age play is where two consenting adults participate in virtual pedophilia. Apparently that is illegal in Germany (but perfectly legal in America). Because of the Germany problems, the Powers That Be (a/k/a Linden Labs - owners and creators of Second Life) changed the user agreement to expressly forbid age play.