Tuesday, August 28, 2007

My Baby's Father

He came back, finally, after what seems like forever being gone. The monster who brutally raped and impregnated me. He started of snide and arrogant and hurtful as usual.

"Well hello, darling mother of my child" he said.

"Hello Sir" I replied.

"Looks like my little bitch breeder is more respectful today."

What could I do? I knew my fate and I had to accept it. Unless I wanted my baby to die, or both of us to die. "Yes Sir, I have accepted my fate, but that doesn't mean I have to like it," I said.

He shrugged mockingly "Well, I guess its in your best interest to submit. I mean, how are you going to get your daughter to lick your cunt if I beat it out of you?"
Me - 6 months pregnant, with the monster who made me that way
Me- 6 months pregnant, with the monster that made me that way.

I lowered my head and cried. Trying not to let him know how much his words burned in me. Trying not to let him know how much I wanted to kill him. If only I had the chance, I would take it without any second thoughts. He punched me in the side, sending a dull rumbling pain throughout my body. "Am I right bitch?" he screamed at me.

"Yes Sir." I wailed in pain and frustration.

"What am I right about you fucking dumb bitch breeder?" he snarled.

Barely bringing myself to say it, I didn't want to say it, but I was scared. Seriously scared. I didn't want to die, and I didn't want any harm to come to my baby. "That I cannot have my daughter lick my pussy if you beat her out of me." I sobbed. I was crying uncontrollably now. I know he enjoyed it. He was loving seeing me like this. It was getting him hot and hard and horny.

He laughed. A gay, joyous and victorious laugh. "I always know how to say the most hurtful things, don't I," he said, still laughing at me.

"Yes" was all I could manage to eek out as a reply. I screamed out in pain again as he let loose with his boot. He kicked my side, hard, sending more shocks of pain throughout my body. Almost immediately the spot he kicked me started swelling and becoming discolored.

"Yes what" he demanded. I could hear the anger rising in his voice, I could see his neck muscles tensing. This was getting very close to being a near death experience.

"Yes Sir" I managed between sobs as I held the spot where he kicked me, and rolled over on my other side. There I was, on my side, a welt forming where he kicked me, naked and six months pregnant with his bastard child.

He snorted and said "Maybe I should marry your little whore ass. So we could be a nice little family. Whore mom, training her whore daughter for daddy." Things were tense, very tense, I knew if I didn't say the right thing, it could all be over for me and my unborn child. I had always been scared of him. I had always known he was capable of murder, but I hand't been this frightened of him...truly frightened of him before.

"If that is your wish, Sir" I managed to whimper.

"At what age do you think we should start her anal training?" His tone was softer now, as if the anger had subsided. It caused me to relax a little bit.

Crying I said "Puh...please don't make me do that..Sir." Hoping my free use of the word 'Sir' would placate him and he would get off the subject of ass raping my child. It didn't. He spread his hands, brandishing his damned knife, threateningly over my belly. Instinctively I covered my belly, "NO! NO PLEASE DON'T!" I screamed. Then, tentatively "15" I said.

"15?" He snickered.

"To young?" I said defiantly then added "17?" I don't know what came over me. Sometimes I do things in my own worst interest. As soon as those words escaped my lips, I knew, I just knew it was the end. I could see his face getting red as he took in what I had said. Then he laughed again. That evil, maniacal, hateful laugh of his.

"If she has half the sex drive as you, before 10 I would say. But you could start getting her used to it earlier. Breast feeding her as I rape you." The pictures that went through my mind were horrible. I could see my baby suckling at my tit as he forced is cock in and out of my pussy, my ass, my mouth. Me, just having to endure it because I knew that if I refused, or put up a fight, he would kill my baby without even blinking.

He slid his boot between my legs and started fondling my pussy with the toe of his boot. It felt good. I tried not to enjoy it, I tried to ignore it. I tried to tell myself that nothing this monster does should ever cause me sexual arousal, but I couldn't help it. I was getting hot, and wet, and I wanted something in my pussy. I guess he is correct, I am just a dumb bitch breeder. I moved my hips so that his boot was at the entrance to my cunt, just parting the lips.

"Grind on it bitch!" He ordered, "Tell me what you want me to do to your little Amy." He wants the baby to be named Amy, I never asked why, I am too afraid to ask why.

"I...I want you to leave her alone!" I shrieked. Again, that damned defiance in my that is sure enough, one of these days, going to get me killed! He kicked me hard, right above my pussy, I felt his boot glance off my bone. The pain was immeasurable. "Please don't make me say it...PLEASE!" I begged him.

"The next kick stops you from being a mother, loving wife" he sneered as he moved is boot back down and placed it between my lips again. I couldn't help it. I pushed my pussy down on the toe of his boot. I could feel the leather scraping my labia, forcing my cunt open, getting wet with my pussy juices.

"I...I want you to have her suck your cock" I said hesitantly. "And...and for you to take her ass."

"Keep going you dumb fucking bitch, I want you to cum as you say these disgusting things." I ground my cunt farther onto his boot, fitting almost the entire toe into my pussy.

"To cum in her ass, and have me eat your cum from my daughter's ass." I said, trying not to be aroused by his boot fucking my pussy, but not being able to control it. "You have me lap it out of her ass as she forces it out." I spread my legs and pushed my hips down his boot some more.

He hauled of and hit my face, my head was thrown to the side with such force I almost came off his boot entirely. "Be more grpahic you disgusting breeder. I know you love saying it." I could feel the heat rising where he had hit me. I knew it was going to be yet another mark from todays encounter.

"I want you to put your large cock in her ass while I muffle her screams by making her eat my pussy. I will wiper her tears as you brutalize her tiny ass with your cock and whisper to her that it will all be okay. I will feel her bury deeper into my cunt as you pump her as, in and out, stretching it, ripping it, ruining her."

"Cum you whore, spray all over the place" he demanded. I moved my hips up and down, faster and harder on his boot. I could not believe that I was on the verge of an orgasm, while this monster made me describe in detail how he would rape my daughter, while I fucked his foot with my cunt.

"I will cum while she east my cunt as you fuck her ass. She will lap the juices I create like a kitten lapping up spilled milk" I added. I moved up and down faster, getting oh so close to an orgasm as I rode his boot. That thick black boot, disappearing inside my cunt, only to be revealed again, shiny with my pussy juices. I rode it like it was a giant black cock.

"Cum you bitch!" he screamed at me "cum everywhere for your husband!"

"Y...y...yes Sir...almost...almost...uhhhh" My eyes opened, my back arched, it seemed like every muscle in my body tensed as

I came. I came in waves and gushes. Soiling his boot with my cum. I screamed out in ecstasy as the orgasm continued. It seemed like it would not end. It seemed to last 10, 18, 23 minutes. I know it didn't, but I lost all track of time. As I sat on his boot while the orgasm was winding down her sneered at me and said "You're sick, I don't want to fuck a child, you certainly have some interesting fantasies." It was like he hit me and knocked all the wind out of me. I felt like Bruce Willis looked in that "I see dead people movie" when he figured out he was dead. I rolled off his boot and collapsed into a fetal position, crying and wailing at what he made me do, what he made me say, all because of some sick twisted game. He kicked my ass hard and said "see you soon bitch" and then left.

He left me again, as before, naked, crying, exhausted and in a great deal of pain. My face hurt where he hit me, my cunt hurt from his boot fucking, my side hurt where he had kicked me. And worst of all, my spirit hurt from his stupid little game. Making me say those awful things, and making me cum while I said them.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Once upon a time...Now with SLURL!!!!

It's been way long since I wrote anything here. And even longer since I have actually been in SL for more than just a couple of minutes. Seems every time I log on, something comes up to make me log off and take care of it. Case in point... I've been writing this little thing for almost an hour. Too much, too fast and just not enough me to go around (and I don't mean that in a good way either *wink*).

But, just to keep things going a little bit, here is an old picture I ran across today. It was one of the first blow jobs I ever gave in Second Life. It was in the gym at Hard Alley Detention School for Girls Gone Bad (I know, what a hell of a long title).

Fuck, I don't have the SLURL for it right now, but I'll try my damnedest to get it and edit this (and put it on my SLURLS list). <-- DONE!!!!

One of my frst blow jobs in SL

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Fist of fury

Sometimes, things are just way slow. You pop in to SL and have two or three hours to kill, and you teleport around, looking for fun and adventure, and all you get are n00bs with no RP skills who run around getting offended when you don't answer they IMs (have I said how much I hate that fucking IM thing for first contacts?)

Last night was one of those nights. I ran around looking for whomever and found nothing. I haven't yet started to call out for people on the group channels. I have seen others do that and, I suppose, with some success. But I haven't gone there yet. I will probably start doing that, especially with the RP groups as I believe they will have much better role players in them than the general n00b running around.

You know, I suppose I should explain myself. I don't mean the term n00b as any kind of slur, or with bad intentions. Hell every single person in SL was a n00b at some point. Hell, I have fucked n00bs who were great RP, but with shitty avs, and I have fucked people who have been in SL for years with excellent avs and shitty-ass RP. So when I say n00b, I only mean a new person, OK? Don't go getting all 'oh, she hates n00bs' on me! So, figuring I didn't have anything to do anyway, and I was a bit bored, I headed over to my favorite "make a quick buck" place...Sakura's. I made another L$100 in a little over an hour, got used by three different people. One in the mouth, one in the pussy, and the third guy fisted me nearly to death! Check out the snapshot I took of John Doe #3 as he fisted my pussy while I was still covered in cum from the other two blokes!

Me - getting fisted at Sakura’s

I just love being a sex object in SL. There isn't much I have found that gets me going more than being objectified! Thanks for stopping by, and feel free to leave a comment or two!


Friday, August 10, 2007

Doing Charity

Last night I was still having problems with my av. It took forever before I could even change clothes. So with no real prospect of getting a real good fucking (since I looked just this side of hideous) I started teleporting around. I went to The Darkness because the last time I was there I didn't really get a chance to look around very much - and I was much more hideous than I was even last night.

So anyway, while there some n00b starts IMing me. Did I mention how much I hate the whole IM thing? I'd much rather do everything in open chat. More exciting for me when others can hear what we are doing.

Anyway, I felt charitable (did I mention how hideous I looked?) so I let him fuck me. Pretty typical for a n00b. Just jump on the pose ball and pound away. It wasn't that great. Oh - don't get me wrong, I was fabulous (natch!) and he said he came in RL. I don't know, but why would he lie about that. I think he really did, because shortly after he said that, he took off. Just like a man.

So anyway, I promised more pictures, and here is a picture of me getting my ass reamed by the n00b (hey, at least he had a cock!)

*kisses everyone*

My Visit to Sakura's

6 Aug 2007
Over the weekend I was teleporting around, seeing the sites (so to speak). I did a search for "bukkake" and landed at a place called Sakura's. This is a fairly small area, not a large sim, and is designed primarily it seems for n00b sex. However, there are camp areas...sort of. Here is the way it goes, there are tip jars near certain devices and pose balls. The girl sits on the pose ball or device, and it logs her into the tip jar. Then, while you are there, anyone can come along and use you, and if they so choose can give you a tip.

When I got there, girls were sitting already on most of the camping spots, but the bukkake area was free. I took my top off and sat, waiting for men to come and spray me with their cum. I have flexi-cum and White Honey cum clothes, so I was all set for some good bukkake action. I hadn't done bukkake before, but was eager to see what it was like.

For those not in the know, bukkake is a Japanese term of somewhat ambiguous origin. The basic premise is that a woman sit or kneels in front of multiple men as they masturbate and shoot their load onto her face, into her mouth and on her body.

Only one guy came over to spray me. It was terribly exciting. He tipped me L$40. He masturbated and came all over me. Then tied me into a contraption that made me available to everyone (but didn't have a tip jar) and fucked me good, hard and long. It was all very exciting and I was sexually aroused by the end in real life. He said he came in RL, which made it even more exciting. I love it when I can make a man cum in RL through my SL role-playing skills (which, and I don't like to brag, are pretty good).

Afterwards, another device was freed up when one of the girls left. I strapped myself in and was almost immediatly approached by a tall, sexy blond woman. In the device, I completely opened up. I was on my back, my head tilted back so someone could shove their cock in my mouth, my pussy was spread wide, giving access to anyone. The blond woman, began to finger my pussy. She pumped her finger in and out of me, getting me extremely wet. She increased the number of fingers slowly, stretching my pussy until all four fingers were in.

She continued to pump her four fingers in and out of my pussy. It was painful, the stretching and pulling, I felt like I was going to be ripped open. Then a shemale came over and shoved her large cock into my mouth, gagging me and fucking my face. I could see her balls as she pumped her cock into my mouth. She laughed and asked if I liked women with cocks. I mumbled an affirmative mumble, and tried to keep from vomiting as her cock slammed against my uvula. Meanwhile, the tall sexy blond was working her thumb into my pussy. She twisted and pushed and pulled until her whole hand was in my pussy. The pain was intense, the pressure of her hand expanding my pussy. She made her hand into a fist, which put even more pressure on me. She was in my up to her wrist, her hand in a fist, and she pumped, hard and without mercy.

The only thing that kept me from crying out was the large shemale cock in my mouth. Puming in and out as she held my head steady. Blondie leaned down and sucked on my clit, then bit it...hard. I let out a muffled shriek in pain. She was torturing me now. The shemale came in my mouth and I swallowed it hungrily. She laughed again and walked away. I don't know why she found it so funny to fuck my mouth as if it were a pussy, but she did.

All the time Blondie is tormenting me. Shoving her fist in and pulling it out. Twisting it and punching my insides. She would use her other hand to twist and pinch my clit and nipples, and her teeth to bite them. As she pumped my harder and harder, she would bite with more ferocity. I could hear the sucking and squishing sounds of my juice as she twisted and pulled and pushed her fist in my pussy. I could feel my juices seeping out of my pussy, and dripping down my ass crack. My eyes rolled into my head as a humongous wave of orgasm spread over me. I could hardly breath as my body was rocked with the orgasms. I convulsed and shook and trembled and shivered so much that my wrists and ankles were bruised from the restraints. The orgasm lasted what seemed like hours, but was more like five minutes or so. I swear, it is one of the longest and wettest orgasms I have ever had.

I heard the sucking sound as she started to pull her cum covered hand from my snatch, then a slight 'POP' as she pulled it out. She licked her fingers to taste my cum. Then rubbed my cum into my tits and over my belly and into my mouth. Tasting myself was so arousing I can almost not even explain it. She gave me a deep, long kiss and told me "I will have you again slut", tipped my L$50 and left.

The people around were getting scarce about the only ones left right now in Sakura's were the other girls on their tipping pose balls, and myself, so I left. I was watching around, and noticed that the other girls weren't getting any attention. I was there about 30 minutes, and earned L$90. I can't complain too bad about that. Before I left, I took a quick look at their tip jars, and only one other had a tip, and it was only L$10. I don't know exactly why the people chose me instead of the others, but I have to assume it has to do with role playing, and narration instead of just sitting there getting fucked without saying anything, like a 'dead lay' as my brother would call them.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Down again

I was hoping this morning to teleport around and get some screen scrapes to post here, but once again, the damn thing is down. Oh, don't bother looking at their status page. The status pages says everything is just hunky-dorey and the game and the website are up. Bullshit.

Their blog mentions that there are some connectivity issues. No shit Sherlock. Issues like, oh, I don't know "I CAN'T FUCKING CONNECT" that's an issue. Crap, I can't believe I actually pay for this shit. These people are almost as bad as Toshiba where product and service are concerned.

I try to log in and I get the message "can't connect, try logging into a different region". FUCK YOU Lindens, I bought a home, I want to go to my home. Shit, this pisses me off. And I have been told I'm quite the bitch when I"m not pissed off, so you can imagine how my co-workers are going to feel today.

Back in-world

Finally I got everything working again. I think it was my monitor it was bitching about because when I disconnected my monitor, and installed and ran it from the notebook monitor, it started up on the second try. Then I put the monitor back and fixed it all back up and voila! it worked.

Oh but I was scared at first because my inventory was completely empty! I had my prim skirt, my shoes with the 'fuck me' walk built into them, the nipples, gag and ass I was wearing, but nothing else. And my skin was 100% black. I don't mean black as in African-American either, I mean black as in a skin tight black body suit. Which, truth be told, was kind a sexy. I may have to make a skin like that.

Since I looked so hideous, I didn't do much. No, really, I look completely atrocious. I looked like that nun must have felt after she was raped by 50 maniacs and became pregnant with Freddy Krugar. Sheesh I was ugly. So anyway, I spent my time teleporting around trying to get some good SLURLs for you blessed readers. So check out my SLURLs page, because there are some new additions. They can be very extreme, so if you are timid at all, I'd not recommend going there.

I'm turning in. I still have some more stories to tell. I have some already written down, I just have to post them.

Ta-ta *kisses*

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Addictive SecondLife can really piss me off

Fucking addictive Second Life just pisses me off sometimes. I haven't been 'in-world' for more than a couple of months, but it has been enough to almost start to give me a tick or a twitch or something.

Thursday or Friday (I don't remember which - so just go with it ok?) I upgraded to the new voice-enabled viewer. But don't get your hopes up, I don't mix RL anything with SL anything (well, almost anything) so I won't be on voice.

Anyway, I ran all weekend just as peachy as can be - okay, except for a little while I think on Saturday night when the textures were all fucked up and people thought I was wearing clothes when I saw myself as completely stark naked. Okay, anyway, I didn't go in-world on Monday. But last night (Tuesday) I tried, and BAM nothing. I can't even get the fucking viewer to open. All it does is "loading textures" and then pretty much "you're fucked lady". And asks to send a crash report to The Powers That Be I tried so many different things to get online bbbuuuuuutttt nnnnooooo it just won't let me.

I uninstalled and reinstalled. I uninstalled and deleted the stuff in ../AppData/SecondLife/. I uninstalled and installed the previous version. No changes. I try to look at the log files, but I can't tell shit from them. My next move is to write a support request, but I don't hold any hope that that will work because at home I'm running Vista, and so far the asshats at Linden Labs can't get their fucking shit together enough to support Vista. As if it just suddenly appeared on the market, by surprise, like no one fucking knew it was going to be released.

Anyway, it looks like I'll have to be using my work laptop for to go in-world for the time being. I wonder if the Powers That Be at work will wonder why I'm taking my laptop home everyday? Oh well, probably just think I'm working extra hard (HA HA HA).

God I wish this game was not so fucking addictive. If it wasn't maybe my dirty clothes wouldn't be piled up, and the sink wouldn't be full of dishes and my floor wouldn't need sweeping. Ah fuck it, I'll play some more and clean tomorrow!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

My Little Dolcett Girl

***The scenario in this post took place directly after the incidents described in "Losing one's head". A quick recap, while I was being tortured and beheaded, a girl we will call Dahlia showed up to watch. She was wearing a tag which said "Dolcette Girl" or "Dolcett Fan" (I can't remember which it was right now)***

For those who do not know, Dolcett is an artist. When I first got into SL, I saw some things about Dolcett and wasn't fully comprehending of them. A quick Google search revealed this guy is 1) nuts, 2) a pretty good comic book artist and 3) his stuff, while sick, turns me on. Mostly his work is extremely misogynistic. His main body of work deals with killing, cooking and eating women. Making tit steaks and cunt steaks from their tender parts. I should add that most of the women that get killed and eaten in his work are willing participants. My favorite work of his is called "Club X". You'll have to research it. I think the bulk of his work can be found here (TODO: post any Dolcett links I can find).

Losing One's Head

I was teleporting around. I landed at a place where there were male dancers (again - dammit- I didn't create a Landmark. Fuck I need to create those more often. I will find it and edit this post with it - I can be sooooo blond sometimes). There weren't any dancing on stage. There were a couple , but they were lounging around on the couches, holding girls. I felt like the odd girl out. Then I get an IM from someone I had never met. And an offer to TP. The IM said he had an ax and a chopping block. This piqued my interest, so I accepted the TP.

Return Of The Monster

Tonight started off a bit boring. It is so hard sometimes, to find good role players. It really turns me off when I TP into someplace, and there's a naked guy with his free cock sporting the perpetual hard-on saying "You're hot, lets fuck." Shit, I don't think there is anything more repulsive.

So, I decided to practice a little self-bondage...in public. I went to a place I have yet to landmark, but maybe that is because I know where it it. I sometimes dance at Club Cherry's, and this place is right next door. So I headed over there. They have a pretty wild setup. You TP to their dungeon and there are two ways out. The Master TP and the Slave TP. You must be tagged as a Master in their group to use the Master TP. Everyone else uses the Slave TP. The Slave TP puts you in a cage in the middle of the sim - which only a Master may open.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

My First Good Rape

Had a really awesome time tonight. I met a guy who as exceptional RP skills. He teleported me to a platform in the sky and beat and raped the living shit out of me...

He invited me to meet with him. He seemed normal enough, so I agreed. He took me to a very secluded location, a platform high up in the sky. Once we were there with tremendous speed and agility, and before I could register what was happening, he grabbed my arm, spun me around and had a rope around my wrist pulled tight and shortly wrapped around my other wrist. With my arms incapacitated, he yanked my hair back, pulling some out in the process, and spat in my face. I cursed him and tried to fight him off. Kicking and screaming and biting. But he was stronger, and I could not use my arms. He beat me around the face and split my lip knocking me down.