Flattering....

I've actually managed to meet someone in-world, who figured out I write this blog, and what's more, she actually likes it. To know that someone has actually read this blog is a tremendous ego boost. Add to that this person enjoys it, well, my head is about as big as the Goodyear Blimp about now. And what is even more amazing to me, is that she is not only a great and wonderful person, but my best friend in SL to boot.

This has renewed my passion for this blog. You can only write so much, without knowing if people are reading or enjoying it, before it begins to grow stale. Now, knowing there is at least someone who enjoys it, I've been given the kick in the pants I need to keep this going. Comments and feedback are always appreciated, and always welcome. It lets me know you folks out there enjoy reading about my adventures.

Look for more posts to come soon.

Evolution...

Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm not quite sure what the hell it is I'm doing...like I've gotten myself in over my head. But, that I am observant, and a quick study, usually helps, and makes those times fairly short-lived.
I talked before about 'The Three'. The three men I was sort-of kind-of in a relationship with. Well, those are kind of falling by the wayside - at least two of them anyway, I still keep my cute and adorable pet boy. My fault completely. See, I've found a couple of new playthings. I wasn't looking for any, but I happened upon them, and things just kind of clicked in place. Like fate..or karma or whatever.

Now, you regular readers might remember (but I admit, that I have posted so little in the past couple of months, that it is entirely possible you might have forgotten already) that I came into this world as a submissive slut who was out to be used, abused and discarded like a piece of meat. And I fully and completely enjoyed that role, with no exceptions. But, I do have to admit, that finding someone who would regularly use and abuse me, a Master or Mistress for instance, was a daunting task. The fact is, there are so many subs in SL, and not enough Masters/Mistresses to handle them all.

You might also remember my post "My Little Doclett Girl" (which, by the way, is THE absolute most read post here). Where I described in somewhat gory detail my encounters with a girl that I had used. If you remember, I was quite brutal, to the point of biting off the slut's nipple, and spitting down her throat, forcing her to swallow it. That, just before taking my knife, and gutting her, leaving her dead so no one else would enjoy her bounties (GAWD! I still get wet thinking about that).

And you will probably remember my talking about my pet boy. He is a treat. I just love to abuse his cute little ass, and whip his nice, large cock. So it shouldn't be a surprise to anyone that I've migrated...evolved if you will, from the cock loving cum slut sub to a Mistress. The other day, I was a bit bored, and I popped into Wendy Lemay's, not really looking for anything, just popped in to chat with the folks there a bit. But my attention kept being drawn to the cutest little thing standing in the corner. She was wearing such a cute frilly dress, like you might see on an expensive China doll, glasses and was sporting a beautiful head of curly black locks. She seemed a bit forlorn, lost and sad, like a little puppy or something. I thought she looked almost on the verge of whimpering.

She mistakenly wandered into Wendy's, not knowing any better. At that time she was a man. I walked up to her and asked her why she looked so sad. Her story is a sad one. One that really should not have happened. He was befriended by what he thought was a nice lady there. He is very susceptible to suggestion, and the lady (a shemale) quickly took charge. Before he was able to fully comprehend what was happening, he realized the pills the lady had been giving him - which he thought were vitamins (he isn't very bright either) were hormone pills. His breasts became larger while his cock shrunk. She transformed his body, but left his mind in tact. So here is this boy, in a girl's body, thinking she is still a boy.

I felt for this little thing,  I really did. It had no idea who, or what it really was. Something clicked inside me - probably some sort of motherly instinct or some crap like that, I don't know, but I put my arm around her and hugged her tight, and explained that everything was going to be ok. She clung to me like a scared little kitten. I told her not to worry, that I would take care of her. Someone has to finish her training, someone has to finish her re-education, so that she knows exactly what she is, and what she is to be used for, and by whom. I wasn't sure I was the one who could do this. It seems like an enormous task. I've never conditioned a man into admitting that he is no longer a he, but rather a she, and even more, that she is a cock-sucking sissy cum slut, only good for pleasing others, swallowing cum, and being reamed in her tight little ass by giant cocks - but she doesn't need to hear that now. Right now, she needed reassurance.

Luckily, my friend Kitten showed up. Kitten I'd met a few days ago, and we had a pleasant enough conversation. Like the girl, whom I'll call Sissy, Kitten was once a man. But Kitten's transformation into a shemale cum slut was her own choosing, it wasn't forced upon her like it was Sissy, so she made the transition much more smoothly. I employed Kitten's experience in the matter to help with Sissy. First stop was Wendy's hypnotic reconditioning chair. With a little encouragement, Sissy finally got into the chair, and I set the machine up, and flipped the switch. Lights flashed and things whirred as it fired up and began Sissy's first hypno session. While Sissy was busy with that, Kitten and I retired to the next room to engage in some heavy petting and kissing. I worked her up pretty good, her cock was dripping with precum and stiff as a signpost.
When Sissy finished, she felt much better about herself - even though she kept referring to herself in the masculine gender - she was not near as skittish as she was before. Kitten took her in her arms, and cuddled with her a bit. Then slowly, almost non-chalantly, moved Sissy's head down, and put her cock to Sissy's lips. Sissy opened her lips to protest and Kitten took the opportunity to push forward, inserting her cock into Sissy's mouth before Sissy even realized what was happening. Kitten grabbed Sissy's head, and worked the girl's mouth down and around her cock. Instructing her in what to do to make a cock's owner feel good in the process.

Kitten then, lovingly, pulled Sissy onto the bed, and began to work her large shemale cock into Sissy's ass. Sissy screamed, and scampered away, jumped off the bed and cowered behind me. She is so cute that way. She kept insisting that she is a boy, and that she isn't gay. That she didn't mean to suck on Kitten's pole, and she didn't want Kitten's member in her bottom. Poor thing was in a terrible state. I could see the lights glisten off the wet tears welling in her eyes. 

I hugged her tight, smiling and reassured her that everything was going to be ok. That she will feel much better about everything, about herself, about who she is, about what she is, when I finished her training. But that it was not going to be easy. That there would be times where she didn't understand why she had to do what she was made to do. I assured her that I was only looking out for her well-being. That everything that was to transpire was for her benefit - to help her to understand what she is - to help her to attain her full potential (I didn't add as a sissy cock-sucking cum slut whore - I thought that would too much for her in her currently fragile state of mind).

One of Three

Ok, so right now, I basically have three relationships going on. To distinguish them, I'll call the D, R and S. D is a dominant man. He isn't brutal, and he isn't violent. He reminds me of the Masters in "The Story of O". My pleasure seems to be as important to him as his pleasure. I would not call him my "Master" because I do not belong to him, and he has not asked me to belong to him. He is strict, and metes out punishment with harsh severity, but he doesn't just beat me. He places me in devices and positions which are painful, and stretch and contort my body in ways that cause my muscles to cramp and extreme pain to be experienced.

R is just a regular guy. Well, sort of. He has ears and a tail, but otherwise regular. His i my regular relationship. We just sit and talk, and fuck like wild monkeys. But it isn't anything 'out of the ordinary' so to speak. No domination, no submission. He loves to eat me. And I love the way he eats my pussy, tickling my clit with his tongue. Mmmmhhh I get wet just thinking about it. He is very loving, and very kind and very generous with his affections and attentions. I love just hanging out with him, and having him sex me up.

S is my slave. Yes, I know, I've said I'm not a Domme, but lately I have been finding that being a Domme is quite fun. S is a male. I met him one day while I was just looking around at Heaven and Hell. We met in the doclett room. We talked a bit, and he didn't actually come right out and say he was sub, but I got the impression somehow. We exchanged cards, and went out seperate ways. A couple of days later, we hooked up, and he showed me a place (which I didn't LM -damn I can be so stupid sometimes - note to self: get the LM from S) which was a tower for femdom fantasies. This was a very, very sensual place. There were areas of course for brutal punishment. But I would say the majority of the place was for women to have their slaves pamper them.
Oh, let me tell you sisters. What a great thing that is! To have a man tend to your needs. What a great feeling that is. So S began with a very nice foot massage. Rubbing and massaging my tired and sore feet. Those high-heeled thigh-high leather boots that create that domineering prescence? They suck and positively KILL your feet. But S gave them new life and had them feeling refreshed and relaxed in no time at all. He is truly a master with those fingers. Next he gave my pussy and ass a good cleaning with his warm, moist tongue. Sticking his tongue deep into my ass, rolling it around and cleaning it well. Mmmhh I can almost still feel his hot wet tongue licking me clean. He finished me off with expertly executed cunnilingus. I don't know who had him before I got a hold of him, but whoever it was was stupid to let him go. Too bad for her.

After words, he washed me, and brushed my hair, and painted my finger and toe nails. While he did this, I would playfully brush my hand against, and sometimes stroke his nice, meaty stiff cock. I started stroking it. Gently, barely touching it. Smiling as it would jump and twitch when I reached that little but just under the head. I put my other hand between his legs and gently and softly caressed his balls. As I was stroking his cock, oh so softly, I squeezed his nuts as hard as I could. I could feel the trying to slip out between my fingers, but I clamped my hand down on them like a pit bull on a neighborhood kid. He screamed out and his knees began to buckle, but he didn't fall. As he was screaming from the pain, I felt his cock twitch wildly in my hands. He really liked this pain. I smiled.

I took him to the bed, where I allowed him to bring me to another orgasm with his wonderful tongue. Then I sat him up on the bed, spread his legs, and kneeled before him. "I'm going to test your will power now. You better not let this thing go off in my mouth" I told him as I parted my lips, and took his cock into my mouth. "Oooh" he moaned, "I'll try Miss, I...wo...won't let...aaah...you....you down." he said. Moaning and sighing as I rolled my tongued around the head of his cock, suckling on it. Taking the warm flesh all the way into my mouth, fucking his cock with my mouth. After a few minutes, I was assured he had enough control not to cum in my mouth, or anywhere I didn't want him to. I released him from the pleasure I was providing him.

I reached into my bag, and pulled out my strap-on. His eyes got wide. I don't have an ordinary strap-on. I call it my "Fist O' Doom". It is long, and metal, and thick, and on the end, there is a metal fist. Sure, it's a bit smaller than an ordinary human fist, but is still impressive, and strikes tepidation in those that see it (especially those on whom it will be used). I smiled an evil, broad smile, turned him around on the bed, and bent him over. I spread his cheeks with my thumbs and examined his anus. It looked tight. I don't think much had been in it. "How many times have you been ass-fucked?" I asked. "Ju...just once Miss" he replied "bu...but it was much smaller than yo..yours." I could tell he was scared. Scared of the pain, but at the same time, his cock was leaking precum like there was not tomorrow. He wanted it, and he wanted it bad. "Well" I said, "you should feel all of this then. This is going to get painful. I am going to start slow, because I don't want you damaged. But I will put every inch of this metal dildo into your ass, and you will feel an enormous amount of pain." I explained. I looked through my bag, and realized I didn't have any lubrication. "Oh shit" I said almost giggling, "this is really going to hurt because I don't have any lubrication. I have to go in dry." He didn't say anything intelligible, but did let out a long, whimpering moan. Kind of like a puppy laying on the side of the road, after being hit by a car and is just about to die.

I looked down at his tight brown anus, and spit a glob of spit on it. I rubbed the spit around and into his asshole with my finger. He twitched as my fingernail scraped the inside of his ass. Then I placed the balled up fist of my metal cock at the opening of his anus. It puckered, tightening at the fear of being penetrated. "Shhhh shhh, there there, just relax, and it will go much easier." I grabbed the shaft of my metal dildo, just under the balled fist end of it, and placed the cold metal against his anus. I started working it in, pivoting it form side to side, sort of working around in little circles, parting his ass with hit, and pushing it in. He grunted as he felt the cold metal fist invade his ass. It took a while, but I finally managed to get the fist inside him. His breathing was heavy, I could see sweat on his back, he was grunting and groaning and trying to be man enough not to cry. I paused, letting the big metal fist rest just inside his opening. Once is breathing slowed, I pushed in further. More grunting and groaning. He grabbed a pillow and bit into it, trying to control the pain. All this time, his cock was twitching. I think he was ready to cum right then.

"You better not let that thing cum before I tell you to. You understand me?"

"mmsssh mmss" was his reply, but I took that as an affirmative. Like the elephant on those old "Stuckey's" road signs I used to see travelling on vacation with the family, I "pushed on" and inserted more of the cold metal cock into my man's ass. I kept pushing, slowly. After about 1/3 of it was inside him, I paused again, then pulled it back to where just the fist was inside him, and pushed on, a little harder, a little faster and got the metal dildo 1/2 way in, then I pulled back again, and on in again, 3/4 of the way. I paused there for a bit, letting the little bitch catch its breath. Its cock twitching and jumping and leaking with pleasure and expectation.

I began humping his ass, only putting about 3/4 of the strap-on into him. Pulling it back to where the base of the fist was just cresting his anus, then pushing in. Humping him like that, listening to him grunt and squeal, pushing in and pulling out. It was all so exhilerating. My strap-on has a button that rubs against my clit. I was getting near to cumming again as I fucked this man's ass. I reached down and turned on the vibration for my dildo. He squealed again, not expecting that sensation. I grinned, pulled my metal cock to where the fist was about 1/2 out of the opening. I looked down, the metal shaft was covered with shit and blood, this thing was tearing him up inside. I grabbed both is ass cheeks and pulled them apart as I slammed into him hard. Forcing the metal dildo all the way in with one final thrust. He screamed out with pain. I think he thought I was all the way in already when I was humping him. I slammed the dildo all the way in, there was one point where there was a bit of resistance, but I plowed through that as my hips smaked against his ass. The bud on the other end of the strap on slammed into my clit sending a shockwave of shivers through my body. I gasped and moaned, and began slamming the dildo into him hard. The blood, now giving lubircation. I could see some tricking out of his ass, and down his balls as they flapped and jiggled with each thrust.

"You may bring yourself to climax as I brutalize your ass bitch" I told him. Immediately he reached between his legs and started jerking himself off. I was nearing my third orgasm as I slammed my dildo into his near virgin ass. Bucking my hips, trying to force it farther and farther in. With each thrust into his ass, my own clit was treated to more attention and excitement. He cried out and came which sent me over the edge and we came almost together. I gingerly pulled the dildo from his sore and brutalized ass. It was covered with streaks of blood and shit. I grabbed his hair and pulled is face around. "You made my toy dirty." I said looking down into his tear-filled eyes "clean it." He looked around, as if to find something to wipe it with. "Not that way you fucking idiot. With your lips, and your tongue. Clean your shit and blood from my fucking toy!" I yelled at him. Startled, he tentatively opened his mouth and started to stick out his tongue. I lost patience with the little bitch and grabbed my dildo and guided it between his lips and shoved it into his mouth. His eyes bugged wide. He wasn't expecting it. He gagged on the taste forced into his mouth, but dutifully cleaned it all off. When he was finished with that, he turned his attentions to licking his own cum from the bed where he spilled it. I didn't even need to instruct him in this. He just did it, as if he knew that was expected of him.

Blowjob Contest

So there I am, just hangin' out at the TBX sorority, home of the Bimbo Cheerleaders (of which I am proudly one), having a beer and chattin' up some guy from Europe who kept complaining about how tired he was. It wasn't terribly busy that night, but there were a couple of people mulling about. I had entered a contest they are holding. A blowjob contest. The sister with the most votes wins something. I'm not certain what though, I'm sure the announcements said what it was, but hey, contest for giving blowjobs, well, all I need to win is bragging rights and I'm there!

So I'm sitting at the bar, having a brewskie when this guy...or something asks if I mind if he joins me. He was male, even if I'm not a hundred percent on the species. He looked mostly human, but had feline ears, and a tail. All in all, very hot looking. I looked him up and down, pouting because he was actually wearing green, on St. Patrick's Day. Damn, couldn't pinch him. Although he was yummy looking and I almost did anyway. He noticed I wasn't wearing any green, and pinched my ass...hard (I still have the welt) causing me to jump and nearly spill my beer.

"Now, we can't have ya spill yer beer" he says in some completely phony (but cute) Irish accent.

"Oh no" I replied giggling, "that would be alcohol abuse!"

"So, how's the contest going?" he asked.

"I don't know, I only entered this morning, I think I have a vote, but who knows for sure?" I said.

"Well, let's see what pops up and then we can see if we can get you some more votes." He replied slyly.

I leaned over, placing my hand on the inside of his thigh, caressing it softly and whispered in his ear "what did you have in mind?"

"Is it rude if I just ask you if ya wanna fuck?"

"It is, but I won't hold that against you." I said smiling.

I took his hand and led him upstairs. After some heaving kissing and petting, he realized he had to run to the store on the corner for some condoms. I was fresh out, and he didn't have any either. While he was gone, I undressed and jumped in the shower. I figured he'd be gone for at least 15 minutes, plenty of time to rinse off and refresh myself. I was in the shower, with my back to the door, my right hand had snaked down my belly, thinking about what the cat-man's cock would look like, getting myself all worked up. My left hand was twisting my nipple between my forefinger and thumb, I began to moan a bit when suddenly the door popped open. Startled, I spun around, covering my breasts with my left hand and my privates with my right. "Oh, I...I didn't realize you were back" I said, blushing at being caught buck naked in the shower, fondling myself thinking about this hot and hunky cat-man looking at me.

"Yep" was all he said as he seemed to fly out of his clothes, and join me in the shower. He turned me around, so I was facing the glass shower wall, and began to run soap over my back and my ass. He touch was soft, and gentle and strong all at the same time. He kneeled down, placing his lips on my ass and kissing it.

I moaned and leaned forward, my tits smashing against the glass shower wall. The hot water of the shower cascading over my curves as his tongue began exploring my anus, circling it. I could feel his hot breath on my asshole and my knees about gave out when he darted his tongue into it, sending spasms throughout my body. I pushed my ass back farther as I let out a loud lustful moan.

While he tongued my asshole, he reached around and began massaging my pussy, slipping a finger in every once in a while, and pinching, pulling and twisting my clit around. The water started getting cold so we turned off the shower. We left the enclosure and I pulled a towel out of my locker and started to towel him off. I turned him around and first dried his large, wide muscular back, paying careful attention to his ass and between his cheeks.

I then moved around to his front, stood on my tip-toes and kissed him long and warmly on the lips. My tongue darting into his mouth, rummaging and around and exploring the inside of his mouth while I moved the towel over his chest and down his abdomen. I kneeled in front of him and carefully and slowly dried his legs. First moving down the left, then up the right. When I got back to the top of his legs, I let the towel drop and wrapped my hand around his large man-meat. I lifted it, and with my left hand cupped his balls. My head moved in, and I extended my tongue, pulling one of his balls into my mouth, I moved my tongue over and around it, wetting it with my spit.

I slowly allowed the ball to roll out of my mouth as my tongue went to work on his shaft. I started at the base and moved my wet hot tongue up and down his shaft, from the hilt to the tip, paying careful attention to that sensitive little area just beneath the head. I opened my mouth and placed my lips around the side of his cock and moved my head back and forth along the pole, wetting it well with my saliva.

I then began to stroke his cock with my right hand, and looking up at him, opened my lips and took the head into my mouth. I suckled the head, feeling his knees buckle slightly, and feeling his cock getting harder and thicker in my mouth. I moved my head farther down the shaft, slowly and purposefully. I wanted him to really enjoy this. Finally, I grabbed one ass cheek in each hand, and pulled him quickly and forcefully farther into my face. He cock slammed into the back of my throat, causing me to cough a bit. I held him there, swallowing and rolling my tongue around his cock. I could feel his balls resting on my chin.

"OH FUCK!" he screamed as I began to bob my head up and down his pole with earnest. He grabbed my hair and began slamming my face onto his cock. I could feel his cock begin to twitch when he yanked my face from it. I took deep breaths, and screamed out in surprise and excitement as he picked me up and slammed by back into the locker.

He pulled my legs apart, picked me off my feet and drove his long hard shaft into my wet and willing pussy. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him in deep with each thrust. I felt the air hole fins of the locker biting into my back and heard the metallic clink as the doors on the locker jiggled as he slammed his magnificent cock into my pussy. Our skin slapping together with wet smack, smack, smack sound as he drove his prick in deeper and deeper, his balls slapping my asshole with each quick thrust.

He grabbed my hair with one hand, pulled my head back and forcefully kissed me hard. His hot wet tongue forced into my mouth. He reached around with his other hand and inserted two fingers of it into my ass. I let out a muffled squeal into his mouth at the surprise move and began rolling my hips faster and harder. My pussy was on fire, filled with this cat-man's enormous cock, stretching it wide and filling it with his heat.

He let out a giant loud roar as his cock released is goodness and his hot, sticky, ropey cum coated the inside of my pussy. I screamed out in pleasure when I felt his giant cock throbbing and spurting. He held me there, against the locker, while he pumped a few more times, finishing his load, then stepped back and let me fall to the floor. I could feel his hot cum beginning to drip from my snatch and seep down my thigh.

I pushed myself to my knees and took his cock into my mouth again. Cleaning his cum and my juices from it. Squeezing the last bits of cum from the tip of his cock with my suckling and stroking. He pulled my head from his cock and looked down at me, smiling, a small bit of cum dripping from the corner of my mouth. Then he got dressed and left.

He did say he voted for me. But I have no way of knowing that for certain. I hope he did, but either way, it was a great experience! (Sorry I don't have a pic this time).

My Gorgeous Pet

As I was looking for someone to thoroughly and completely abuse and humiliate me, I popped into the Heaven & Hell BDSM site. This place is great, a bit laggy, but they have a full range of awesome stuff. The only problem is that I almost never see anyone around there.  But today I was kind of lucky. Ok, first, a bit about the place if you haven't been there. They have a huge area with several different rooms. And when I say rooms, I really mean areas about the size of a high school gymnasium (relatively speaking of course). There is one for Bondage, one for Torture, a Prison, a Room of Beds for loving, a Dolcette Room (for eating), a Bathroom for...er...bathrooming (not that there is anything wrong with that) and I think a couple of others that I can't quite remember what they are at this particular moment.

They also have a maze down underneath it all for capture role playing. There is an entire Sim in SL dedicated to this, it is called CARP. I spent some time there early on, but it was extremely laggy, and the games just didn't seem to suit me. The idea was you would go into the maze and people would chase you. When they caught you, you would have to remove an article of clothing. So when you are completely naked, I guess you loose. Big whoop. The maze at Heaven & Hell is run different. The rules are, you go down into the maze, you are chased, captured and then the captor does whatever the hell he wants with you. Much more my kind of maze. Sad thing is, there is almost never anyone there.

 

But anyway, I was hanging out in the torture room when I saw this girl, all decked out in purple latex from head to toe, locked into a box which allows people access to any of her holes. She looked completely helpless and adorable. Bored, I started to torment her some. Teasing her about her predicament. Some n00b guy was walking around with his freebie cock sticking out of his pants. I hate guys that do that. It looks utterly ridiculous. Guys, take a bit of advice here; don't run around with your cock sticking out of your pants, please.

Anyway, I goaded this guy into using the caged slut. He used her pussy and her ass ruthlessly. She would have been screaming if not for the ball gag that was in her mouth. He started with her pussy. He walked up behind the cage and unceremoniously shoved his cock into her tight, dry pussy. She let out a muffled scream as he started humping her good and hard. After a while she started creating some lubrication and that made it easier for him to hump the hell of that little cunt.

He pumped his dick in and out of that latex slut's pussy until she was practically crying. Then he grinned a big grin as he slowly pulled his cock, now well moistened by the slut's pussy juices and his own precum, out of her pussy. She seemed to sigh a sigh of relief when he did. But that was short lived. Next he place his hands on her ass cheeks and pulled them part, exposing her extremely tiny little asshole. Her eyes began to widen and she started shaking her head from side to side as if she was trying to say 'No'. But we simply couldn't understand what she was saying through that gag. I grabbed the slut's left tit and pinched and yanked on the nipple. She made a loud muffled sound as spit dripped out of her mouth, around the ball gag.

Mr. N00b then rested the head of his wet prick against her little ass, and then forced it all inside her tight ass in one solid thrust. Her eyes bugged and she started making all kinds of noised through that gag. I laughed at her, walked around and kneeled in front of her, laughing at her and looking into her eyes and said "You fucking little slut, you know you like it" and slapped her good and hard across the face.

While Mr. N00b was wrecking this bitch's ass, I started in on her tits again, pinching, twisting and pulling them until they were red and angry. Mr. N00b released his load in that hot tight ass and I could hear her sobbing and crying as his cock, softened by the ejaculation, slipped out of her ass.

Later, the latex-clad slut wanted more punishment and humiliation. Not being a Domme, but having been known to switch on occasion, I told her I'd try to help her. So I strapped a chain to her collar and took her to the BSDM Bondage Bukkake dungeon. There I tied her to a wooden crate, and bade men to use her in any way they wished. I had to remove her ball gag as plenty wanted to fuck that pretty little mouth of hers - and plenty did. Man after man come to her and used her tight cunt, her extremely tight little asshole (well, it was before all this started, but by the time we were finished, her ass was nearly as gaping a hole as her well used cunt), and her mouth. She must have swallowed eight or nine loads of cum. And at least twice that much she took into each her ass and her pussy. The lined up like they weren't going to stop.

To give her a brief respite, I unshackled her and led her outside where she could stand, and let some of the cum drain from her. It was outside that I noticed something very enticing. A horse. Not some fake decoration-only horse either, this was a horse that was designed to be used! I grinned and yanked her chain and dragged her over to the horses pen, threw her in and instructed her to lick that gigantic horse cock. Which she did, the beautiful obedient little cum slut.

The cock was just too big for her to get ready by licking it, so I stepped into the pen, grabbed the fleshy meaty thing with both hands and started jerking it off. Once it started spewing its lubrication, I had her take the giant horse cock into her mouth. She gulped and looked at me pleadingly, but two sharp hits across her tits with my quirt was enough to make up her mind that I was not in the mood to offer mercy tonight. She grudgingly took the horse cock head into her mouth, opening her mouth as wide as she could. She gagged on the nasty, strong sour taste of the horse's lubricant, but holding the horse cock in one hand, I grabbed her ponytail and shoved her face deeper onto it, using the ponytail as a handle, I moved her head back and forth, her mouth enveloping not even a quarter of the horse's cock before she would gag as it reached her throat.

Tear were streaming down her face as her mouth was forced to fuck that horses cock. She seemed so relieved when I yanked her head off the thing telling her it was enough of that. She shouldn't have been relieved though. She shouldn't have protested so much. I hooked her wrist cuffs to her ankle cuffs so she was standing, but bent over, providing such easy access to her now widened pussy and ass. I maneuvered her into position under the horse. She figured out what was happening and started protesting loudly. More smart strikes from my quirt didn't shut the bitch slut up any though. She didn't want that gigantic horse cock inside her, but that didn't matter to me. She gave herself to me for this night, and since she wasn't owned by anyone, I was going to do my best to destroy that beautiful tight (at one time anyway) cunt of hers.

I guided the horse's cock to her pussy. Using my fingers to spread her lips and my other hand to guide the horse cock's head into it. The horse must have recognized the feeling of a hot warm tight pussy because it neighed and began humping himself into her without further assistance. The thing was ruthless. Shoving his cock all the way into her, humping and bucking. She was screaming from the pain, screaming from the humiliation. A nice crowd gathered around to watch this little bitch's cunt get brutalized by the stallion. It looked like she was going to pass out, so I gave her cheeks a couple of slaps with the quirt, bringing her to attention again. The cries and protests and screams really got my pussy juices flowing. It was then that I wished I had a cock so I could stick it in mouth, shut her up and have her suck me off while being fucked by a horse.

The brutal horse fucking only lasted about five minutes before the horse shot his load deep inside her body. She shuddered and screamed, and when the horse pulled out, she collapsed, the horse cum dripping from her brutalized pussy. I grabbed her ponytail telling her we could not leave this property a mess, and forced her face into the puddle of horse cum that had accumulated between her legs. Making her lick the horse cum from the ground was what really set me off. I came watching that.

I promised, and I deliver...

I told you before about my new black Master. I am his little cum slut. I follow his orders and directions. He has, in return, promised to share me, to pass me around to his friends and others.

One of those others was a giant of a man. He was tall, and thick and scary. He kept grinning a big, grin that was all teeth with that demonic twinkle in his eye. He is bald and even his muscles have muscles. And he smokes a big stinky stoagie.

He showed up a Masters house, looked at me, an grinned that big toothy grin. "Aw shit, lookit dis, she just gotta have dat cock, she got it tattooed all over her little body. Dis bitch goan be fun to fuck up." I laughed nervously, I knew Master would not let his friend damage me. Or, at least I thought I knew.
"I gots ta go bitch," Master said, "take care of my friend, if I hear you fucked with him, or dint serve him right, I'll fuck you up beyond fuckin belief, you got dat?"

"Ye..yes Sir" I managed to squeak out. I was thinking that this might get real bad real quick. Even worse when the friend - let's call him Bull - said "Doan worry bitch, he just get's squeamish sometimes. He doan want to be around to see what I do to you. And since you aint mine, iffin I fuck you up too bad...ain't nuttin but a thang cause I aint out nuttin anyway."

"You break his stuff and just laugh about it? What kind of a friend are you anywa..." SMACK the back of his hand, fast as lightening and as hard as a brick came sailing across my face. My head being rocketed to the left as my lip was cut on one of my teeth. Then the lethal right hand came back from the other side, balled into a fist and connected just to the right of my left eye, I crumpled to the floor.
"You don't ever fucking question me BITCH! You got dat? If I fuckin break you, I fucking break you, aint not big thing. If I fuckin kill you, I fucking kill you. Yo fuckin Master aint nuttin but a big pussy anyway. What he goan do? I'll fuckin eat him for fuckin breakfast."

Me and my big fucking smartass mouth. My lip was bleeding and my eye was throbbing and already beginning to swell. One of these days, I've got to learn to keep my big fat smartass mouth closed. I was really scared now. I had pissed him off, and pissed him off good. If he didn't destroy me, Master might hear and would turn me out. Probably keep all my clothes too. Turn me out on the street, in this ghetto, a naked white woman who wasn't completely ruined yet? It wouldn't take long before I was completely ruined.

As I lay there on the floor, holding the throbbing left side of my head, he peeled his pants off. I gasped. And not a little gasp either. It was a loud, gasp of utter terror. His package was gigantic. By far the largest I had ever seen. I reminds me of those giant rolls of salami, or bologna you might see in an Italian deli. It was fucking enormous! I didn't think that thing was going to fit in me. Not all of it anyway, maybe part of it, and even that would be more pain that I had ever experienced in my life. He could see the look of terror in my eyes. He laughed "You like dat? Its big aint it? Dat cock is goan tear you up little bitch."

He picked me up by my hair, I screamed, and he threw me onto the bed. I rolled over onto my back, but he just smiled and grabbed around the waist with those big meaty strong hands of his and flipped me over onto my stomach. Then he reached under my belly and yanked me up, the air was driven from my lungs as I was almost hanging there, doubled over his arm. His other hand groped my ass "Hmmm, yeah, I'm gonna bust dat ass" he said, more to himself than to anyone else. I was the only other one in the room, and it was clear he didn't give a fucking shit what I thought about anything. I started shaking, there was no way in God's green earth that that thing was going to fit in my ass. At least not so that I would be alive when it was over.
He said, "I was goan be nice to you and lube you up first, but you done gone and pissed me off, so I gotta go at yo tight little ass dry. Oh, you goan hate dis bitch," and laughed gleefully. Like a little boy who had just accidentally seen his sisters tits or something.

Tears were rolling down my face, "no..please...not that....please, its just too big, you'll kill me, please don't." He loved it. He laughed a evil cackle sounding laugh. "What tha fuck do I care if I kill a little nuttin cum slut like you? I don't give a shit about you bitch. I just want to fuck yo ass," He grabbed my hair and yanked my head back, he leaned forward, the heat of his cigar was near my cheek, I could smell the acrid cigar smoke smell as he whispered, "and you are going to scream bitch, you are going to scream until yo voice is gone."
The tears were flowing freely, I was shaking and scared to death. There was no way that monster cock was going to fit in my ass. It had to be at least 24 inches long, and probably closer to 30, and bigger around than my fist. He let my hair go and my head collapsed back onto the bed. I was on my knees and my ass was sticking up in the air. He roughly grabbed my cheeks and yanked them apart, I could feel the heat from his rock hard monster cock teasing the entry to my ass. He stopped and said "Shit, I got precum dripping" I looked around and saw him wiping his cock with the sheet, "a mouthy bitch like you don't get no lubricant at all."
He guided the head of his massive cock to my asshole. And began to push it. My ass didn't give even a little. I could feel his meaty fingers on either side of my hole, spreading it open, and the tip of his head meeting it, and entering it. The pain was unbearable. As he forced the head of his cock into my ass, it was like sand paper scraping my insides. The heat and pain was enormous. I cried out, begging him not to, but that only made him more determined. Made him more wanting to rape my ass until it was a bloody mess. He grunted and gave a hard push. Pain exploded in my ass as he shoved the entire head of his massive black cock into my tiny white ass. I screamed into the bed, pounding it with my fists as he grabbed my hips with both of his hands, and yanked my body back, impaling me with is gigantic tool. I felt the burning searing pain as my skin was torn, the sandpaper feeling reaching deeper into my ass.

He was truly filling my body with his massive black meat. But that was only a little bit of him inside me. He yanked my hips, grunted and shoved again, causing a new explosion of pain inside me. He pulled out a little - not all the way, just so his head was left in, and yanked my hips and shoved his enormous cock a third time. I was screaming from the pain, crying and begging. He was grunting and laughing as he kept pulling almost all the way out, and shoving with such force back into me. My head slammed against the mattress, and my nose tweaked to the side, causing a new sensation of pain.

He yanked my hair back while he gave another shove. I screamed again. He was right, my voice was going to give out. I didn't want to scream. I didn't want to give this fucking monster the benefit of hearing me scream like I did, but I couldn't help it. The pain was just too intense. After what seemed like an eternity of his forcing himself deeper, and pulling out and going deeper still, he cried out in triumph as his cock was all the way into my ass. It got easier as my ass started to bleed and create some meager lubricant. But that didn't seem to lessen the pain any. I couldn't tell how far up my intestines his cock was reaching, but I was pretty sure if he was any bigger, I would almost be gagging on it. I could feel the pressure of his massive intrusion more than half way up my body. I didn't know how much of that was his giant black cock, and how much was my own insides being re-arranged by its presence. 

He started pumping in and out of me in earnest now that he had managed to mangle my ass enough to get that fucking monster cock all the way inside it. He seemed pleased that the blood flowing from my ruined ass was acting as a lubricant, and making it easier for him. He pounded my ass and pounded my ass. I started to pass out from the pain and exhaustion. He must have noticed because he grabbed my hair and yanked my head back, causing my body to arch and reached around and roughly grabbed my nipple between his fingers and yanked hard on it. This brought me back to reality. "You aint goan pass out BITCH. You gots to stay away and enjoy dis shit, cause I'm enjoying dis shit."

He let my hair go and grabbed my other tit with his other hand. Grasping them brutally, he used them as hand-holds, pulling me back onto his rod as he pumped and pumped and pumped. He was pumping faster and harder now. I could hear the  SMACK SMACK SMACK as his thighs slammed into my ass. I could feel his over-sized balls slam against my clit with each inward thrust. It could have only been a few minutes that he was brutalizing my ass, but it seemed like hours. I had lost all track of time and purpose, except to possibly not die like this. Finally I felt his cock begin to throb, I knew he was close to cumming. He thrust his cock as deep inside me as it would go and let loose his stream of gooey jism. The stuff built up inside me. Causing more pain and pressure because my ass was so filled and airtight with his giant cock inside it, the cum couldn't leak out. I was experiencing a completely new sensation. It was similar to an enema, but one that was painful and not at all pleasant.

When he was spent, he didn't ease his cock out either. In a flurry of pain, I screamed as he ripped it out of my ass. I could fee part of my ass turning inside out, coming out with his cock. His cock was followed by a forceful jet of blood and cum and shit as all the pressure that had built up inside me found a release. My ass was in excruciating pain. The left side of my face was swollen and throbbing and my lip and nose were bleeding. I crumpled down onto the bed. Exhausted and wracked with pain. He laughed at me, looking at my ass, with part of my intestine hanging out, he said he thought it looked like a little tail. The he grabbed my hair roughly and threw me onto the floor. I was thinking 'what more can his possibly do to me? he has already ruined my ass.' But he wasn't finished. His cock was covered with shit and blood and cum, and he wanted it clean.
He grabbed the top of my head and my chin, digging his fingers between my jaw and scull, forcing my mouth open and he shoved that massive, stinking bloody rod between my lips. I couldn't open my mouth enough, so he grabbed my forehead with one hand, and the lower part of my mouth with the other. He yanked down on my jaw, dislocating it. I didn't think I could experience more pain than i was already experiencing, but I was wrong. I tried to scream, but it was muffled as his cock was shoved into my mouth. I could taste his salty cum, my blood, and the tangy taste of my own shit on that tool. He shoved it deeper and deeper. Fucking my mouth like he had fucked my ass. He shoved it all the way down my throat. I couldn't breath, I was gagging, or trying to gag, but there was simply no air. I was thinking 'so, this is how I go, suffocated by a  giant black man's cock.' But he finally pulled it back out. I gasped from air just before he shoved it in again.

Again, all time was gone. This seemed to go on forever before he came again. Shoving his cock deep into my sore and broken mouth, his balls resting on my chin as his cum was pumped directly down my throat into my stomach. I couldn't even taste it. There was a wet, sucking popping sound as his yanked my head off his cock by my hair. He pulled me up, and threw me against the wall. I crumpled to the floor like some rag doll. I don't know how long I was there. He was gone when I finally woke up. The intense pain in my body told me I had not been dreaming about the ordeal. I tried to stand, but I couldn't. My jaw was on fire, my lip and nose were bleeding and my poor ass was completely ruined. I didn't think Master would want me anymore. I cried, laying there on the floor, in a heap of blood and sweat and cum and shit.

I haven't quit, I've just had lots going on

I know, I know, it has been God, like FOR-EVER since I posted anything. Lots of things happening in RL, plus I have kind of run into a lack of abusers lately. I talked about my Master, the Italian fellow. Well, that didn't work out so well. We were never on at the same times, and then there was that he didn't seem all that interested in abusing and humiliating me. So I ran away.

I belong to a group called "Barebacks for Blacks" because, you know, horny white cumsluts like me just can't get enough of that giant, hot, meaty black cock! So I met me new master at a club called "Blackhouse" (NOTE: GET SLURL!!!) awhile back. He fucked me pretty good in one of the rooms the club has. His large, thick black cock was just what I had been needing.

We got together again at his place a little while ago, and he asked if I would be his full-time cock sucking cum slut. I asked if he would share me with is friends, if he would pass me around like a cheap piece of meat, and he assured me he would. Who could argue with something like that? I said i would. Then he brought over a couple of guys from his posse. The first guy ravished me pretty good. I was exhausted and in some pain when he finished with me. But the second guy. Oh my God, I had never seen a cock as fucking huge as this guys. He was totally brutal to me. He fucked my ass with that giant cock so hard I thought I was going to die.
I'll post some pictures and a lot more detail of his brutality soon (promise, I will, really).

But alas, it seems that my new Master and I aren't on at the same times very much either. Of course, maybe it is because I haven't been on much, and when I am it has been kind of odd hours. I have to tell you about a place I have found. Now, you all know that I am a hopeless cock sucking, pussy licking submissive cum slut. And, if you've read my other posts, you know that I do have it in me to switch at times. This place is called "Forced Feminization". How to explain a place like this? Women rule the roost here. Men are annoying people that need to be trained to be more like women. They have a medical clinic where your sissy man can be transformed into a woman. This might be a place I start hanging out in more often. I have to tell you, the thought of humiliating and forcing a man to become a woman, especially over time, a long-term process if you will, really gets my loins quivering. Flooding his body with hormones, making his cock and balls shrink to little more than dried up gristle, enlarging his breats, painting his masculine face with makeup. Making him parade around in women's underwear and high heels. Oh, and I wouldn't just do it there. If I were to agree to feminize some sissy man, I would demand his full cooperation in all areas, long term. I would put that sissy cock sucker on a leash, in women's clothes, and parade him around at different clubs. I would even offer the use of his mouth or ass for L$ (not much L$ because, you see, he is only a small dicked sissy cock sucker anyway).
Anyway, maybe I can find some man there to humiliate and destroy. I'll have to see.